CALL ME BY YOUR NAME

Si alguna vez te ha pasado algo parecido, si has sentido algo que se le acerque lo más mínimo, sabes de lo que estoy hablando. Sabes de esa alegría desmesurada, de esa felicidad inconmensurable, de la tristeza insoportable que sientes, también, cuando te das cuenta de que lo que no quieres que acabe nunca tiene los días contados.

Llorar porque el vacío está ahí, es palpable, es horrible.

Nadie sabe la suerte que tiene cuando le pasa hasta que alguien se sienta a su lado y le dice: eh, llóralo, y abrázalo, y quiérelo porque ha sucedido. Porque eso no ocurre siempre. No nos ocurre a todos.

Sonreír recordando que una vez me dijiste "call me by your name and I'll call you by mine".

Oh, to see without my eyes

the first time that you kissed me
boundless by the time I cried
I built your walls around me

White noise, what an awful sound
fumbling by Rogue River
feel my feet above the ground
Hand of God, deliver me

Oh, oh whoa whoa is me
The first time that you touched me
Oh, will wonders ever cease?
Blessed be the mystery... of love

Lord, I no longer believe
Drowned in living waters
Cursed by the love that I received
from my brother's daughter
like Hephaestion, who died
Alexander's lover
Now my riverbed has dried
Shall I find no other?

Oh, oh whoa whoa is me
I'm running like a plover
Now I'm prone to misery
The birthmark on your shoulder... reminds me

How much sorrow can I take?
Blackbird on my shoulder
And what difference does it make

when this love is over?
Shall I sleep within your bed
River of unhappiness
Hold your hands upon my head

till I breathe my last breath

Oh, oh whoa whoa is me
The last time that you touched me
Oh, will wonders ever cease?
Blessed be the mystery... of love

Sufjan Stevens - Mistery Love
Disco: Soundtrack "Call me by your name"